IS SHE FULFILLED?
Is she happy?
Is she pleased?
Is she pampered?
Is she fulfilled?

She's beautiful, people say so.
She's a charming, reserved,
trustworthy woman in love,
attached to the person she cherish.

But is she valued? maybe not.

She's depressed, unhappy

and may be forever blue.

But he seem not to care.

He's oblivious of what she feels,

all he thinks of is himself.

She couldn't let go.

Because she clings to their good memories.

another day without him

November 10, 2009
Everyday without him keeps getting a lot harder. At first, I may not seem to feel the loneliness. But as time passes by, I felt that i just can't bear the pain for it tears me apart. I know that this will be hard for the both of us but i never imagined that it would be this painful. Everyday my heart aches. I want him beside me. I want to hear his voice, his jokes, his laughter. I always wonder whether he feels the same way as mine. I know that he's the kind of person whose not fond of showing his emotions to me especially when he's in agony. He does not not want me to know he;s crying for he wants me to be strong always. I don;t know what to do now. I dont know if my decision of breaking up with him is the right thing to do. Of course I am hurting. I can't describe how this feeling tortures me. He's my world. He's my strength. But i don't know if he would do something to mend my broken heart. We always have a problem when it comes to communicating with one another. Communication is all i ask from him. I want him to understand how much I need him right now. I hope he still cares for me. I hope he will do something for us. I hope that the person I have loved will not change. This pain and emptiness are making me weak, making me wanna give up.......